Never try to involve myself into the busiest life ever Couldn't imagine that i can actually handle the whole things from the begining to the end Well......Im exchauted...How long since i ever sleep? It could be i slept but i wake suddently in the middle of the night Wondering if i'm could really finish it I hate to disappoint others and myself What i used to do is work terribly to achieve the best outcome to fullfied others needs.